I had the opportunity last week to share my first ever guest blog post, which was way tougher than I expected! Sarah Farish and I met thought the Kingdom Journeys launch team. I immediately fell in love with her blogs and enjoyed her honesty. During the month of November Sarah featured a different woman’s story every day.
December 1995
From my journal – I have failed in everything especially the attempt to find me. I walk blindly through the dark, searching for-I don’t know what. Something to fill the emptiness? There is a light to guide me, yet I choose not to follow. I am not good enough to be in that light. Through I know it will accept me. Darkness is all I see, all it is, is reality.
At 14 my life was consumed with depression, bulimia, suicidal thoughts, and toxic friendships. Although I had truly committed my life to Christ the summer before, all I could think about was death. I was slowly killing myself, constantly longing for God, yet running further and further from Him. I learned to put on the mask of competent Christianity: on the surface everything was perfectly arranged, underneath I was unraveling….
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