I am no longer a team leader.
I am a failure. I screwed up. I didn't lead my team to where they should be. I didn't love them.
This… This is what the world tells me. The world is telling me I am a screw-up. That I just didn't measure up. That I wasn't perfect.
And if I'm speaking out of honesty. I believe the world. I believe every deception. Every lie from Hell that is being sent my way.
I believe every lie until… Until lying on my bed sobbing at my failure I hear my Daddy say:
"My daughter, you did beautifully. You loved and you loved well. You don't need this title any longer. I need someone else to carry out the next season of this team. And you, my darling, set her up perfectly. Thank you for your obedience. Well done, my princess. Well done. I am proud of you!"
And for a moment my world stills. I feel my Father embrace me. He surrounds me and my tears slow.
But the lies still nag at me. Torment me into hearing what they want me to believe. But I know… I know the truth and I shout it back at the lies. Each and every time they continue to occur.
And I am proud to announce the addition and new team leader of Team Isha as Sydney Ann Fowler. She is so in love with the Lord. She going to be a beautiful leader. God is going to bless this girl and our team through her. From the moment I met her, I knew she was born to lead. And Satan better watch out cause good things are about to rock this team.
So to the readers. Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray against any attacks of the enemy cause He's gonna try. But this war… This war is already won!
