In this time of confusion and hurting for me I don’t really know what is the truth and what is a lie from the enemy. The best thing I can think of is to simply state things I KNOW as truths.
The world race is a place where like minded young Christians can grow together.
The relationships I’ve made here are absolutely amazing.
The Race represents a rarified atmosphere of Christian fellowship and growth.
God put me on this race for his own reasons.
God has a plan that is much bigger than my own.
The people in authority over me were put there by God.
I can only have faith that the decisions of those people are in line with gods own.
These are things that I know to be true in my life. Even though it feels like the world is falling apart around me, and I’m scared that I will never love or be loved in the way that this family does for me. I know that the Lord has a plan and that he wishes to prosper me and use me for things far beyond my understanding.
I keep saying that I’m not going home to the people closest to me, and in a big way I’m not. My home has become the place where my squadmates are, the place that I can love and be loved just like Christ was, and a place of truly amazing friendship.
All of this being said, I’m peacing out y’all
See ya on the fipside
