Wow!! This is such an amazing story of God’s love for me and His people. . .
I have been stretching and pressing in more and more as the months go by while being over seas and God’s grace has fallen on me quickly like the rain passing through a town. The last couple of days have been pretty hard considering this is the first time being away from friends and family on a holiday and for so long. So on the way to the train station sitting on the bus in Beijing to go to Hong Kong we received the ministry details for the following month in Kenya Africa. I was so excited because I have been praying for a non structured type of ministry so I was just waiting for it to be revealed to us. The first two months over seas have been very structured and that’s been hard and wonderful at the same time. Honestly, I have such a hard time with structure since my last eight years of my life spiritually has been so structured. This last year God has taken that away from me. This has been wonderful, because He gave me that chance to step out and start walking in the spiritual giftings that He has given me. Our next ministry was announced and will be another structured type of ministry. That one question came to me instantly that we all ask when we have no clue why something is happening. God. . . . . . . . Why??? Don’t you think I’m ready Lord?? My heart just felt like something was ripped out of my chest, but I ended up getting on the train and pressed more into our Father and needed His reasoning for this. After spending time with Him I realized that no matter where the Lord has me. Structured or not that His love is the most important thing. So here I am the only thing to offer is my soul and my heart. So I end up lying on the train on my bed just crying out to him and telling Him everything that was on my heart and then I pulled out my bible and opened up to Isaiah 60 “The Glory of Zion” and started to read it out loud. This beautiful Chinese woman in the bunk below on the right hand side kept looking at me as I’m reading and then asked me if I was reading the Bible. I ended up saying “yes” and God used that as a wonderful opportunity to talk about Him. It was the most amazing thing ever. She ended up pulling out this praise and worship book and we all started to worship and praise Him together. There were people on the train walking by and listening and smiling and joining in the worship. God used us that night to plants seeds on that train for the lost. Tears rolling down my face of joy and the tears of joy rolling down the beautiful Chinese woman’s face and at that moment realized that we were all on the train worshiping the one and only amazing God ever! God always knows what we need at all times and His timing is perfect. Thank you Lord for being my Father and my EVERYTHING!!!!
