How did these words come out of my mouth!?! Words I have had issues with the past 3, almost 4 years. Father God, was a little more easily said whereas daddy and papa were much more intimate. Much more to the point of security, of being in that person's arms trusting and relying on Him in all things. Letting Him comfort me on a deeper level and to move in a new way than before. Which it has always been something I desired, however it also seemed like I had big walls to destroy just to say Papa, Daddy and let Him into that part of my heart.
The things I am noticing. Fact one that has come across my knowledge is that I naturally expect humans to let me down. Maybe you feel this way too, does this mean I have trust issues. Not to mention insecurities that have found their way into my life. The point now is how will God weed these things out of my life? Will I let Him is another big question and to what extent?
The other day I was lying on my surfboard just basking in the vast ocean I was filled with wonder. Wonder at the amazing creation around me. I found myself thinking of all the creatures of the sea and the beauty of colours, shapes and sizes of all that He has made. God is an artist, there is no doubt about that.
So how can I not give Him all that I have? There is no way that I can't give Him everything. He gave everything for me and so in turn it is my joy to do the same for Him. Whether it is my talents, my desires, my wallet (which lacks, but I am spiritually rich), and my absolute everything!
My papa who takes care of me. His word says in Matthew 6:24 how if He cares for the birds of the air and feeds them, and they have no worries. How much more does He care for me and that I should not worry. (paraphraised by me)
How did these words come out of my mouth!?! Words I have had issues with the past 3, almost 4 years. Father God, was a little more easily said whereas daddy and papa were much more intimate. Much more to the point of security, of being in that person's arms trusting and relying on Him in all things. Letting Him comfort me on a deeper level and to move in a new way than before. Which it has always been something I desired, however it also seemed like I had big walls to destroy just to say Papa, Daddy and let Him into that part of my heart.
The things I am noticing. Fact one that has come across my knowledge is that I naturally expect humans to let me down. Maybe you feel this way too, does this mean I have trust issues. Not to mention insecurities that have found their way into my life. The point now is how will God weed these things out of my life? Will I let Him is another big question and to what extent?
The other day I was lying on my surfboard just basking in the vast ocean I was filled with wonder. Wonder at the amazing creation around me. I found myself thinking of all the creatures of the sea and the beauty of colours, shapes and sizes of all that He has made. God is an artist, there is no doubt about that.
So how can I not give Him all that I have? There is no way that I can't give Him everything. He gave everything for me and so in turn it is my joy to do the same for Him. Whether it is my talents, my desires, my wallet (which lacks, but I am spiritually rich), and my absolute everything!
My papa who takes care of me. His word says in Matthew 6:24 how if He cares for the birds of the air and feeds them, and they have no worries. How much more does He care for me and that I should not worry. (paraphraised by me)
