Thailand changed my life. The women in the bars I met broke my heart and if that wasn’t enough Yor shattered my already broken heart into million other pieces. I am still wrecked over my experience in Thailand and am passionate about helping these women out of human trafficking and prostitution.
God is calling me to start a fabulous stiletto line and the proceeds going to women in human trafficking. It eventually will be many types of shoes that appeal to everyone. This company will provide alternate lines of employment. It will be a center for women to find confidence in each other who have gone through the same struggles. It will be a center for women to gain their confidence in themselves but ultimately in the Lord.
Why fabulous shoes? Oddly enough, this year where I haven’t showered, I’ve 
worn tattered clothes, not really been concerned about fashion, God gave me a passion for fashion… more so a confidence to be just who I am no matter what. I love the idea of buying stuff and it going toward an amazing cause but in the process of doing that I feel that I’ve embraced a “hippie, earthy look.” Nothing wrong with that… but it’s not really me. I want to let women know that they can be who they want to be and still help a sister out. Besides, shoes can be a confidence booster. For me, shoes can make me feel a certain way -confident, taller, leaner, sassy, classy, funky, peaceful, fun, respected,-but ultimately the shoes I wear don’t define me. God tells me who I am no matter what I wear on my feet. I want to empower women to be the confident women the Lord desires them to be.
So this is just the beginning stages of it. During the Awakening, the Lord told me to step out in faith and verbally say my dream aloud… to no longer hold it in. I shared my dream and passion with Adventures in Missions founder, Seth Barnes during his session “Kingdom Dreams.” The very words I spoke surprised me and blew me away. The Lord revealed to me that this is going to be something way bigger than I have ever imagined. While in session, I met others whose dreams were similar. Auston Copeland has a vision to be a distributor of fair trade goods almost like a large department store where all the goods go toward a greater cause. In conversation he asked if I thought about designing a higher priced line for celebrities and those with a bit more money. I never did until that moment. One of the reasons why I wanted to be an entertainment reporter was because I have always wanted to minister to celebrities. They need love too.
On the last day of Awakening during morning praise and worship session, I asked the Lord if I actually would be getting everything and more that I have ever desired in my life. I wept after hearing the Lord’s voice and I wept because again… Who am I to deserve such great things? What did I do to deserve this life?
I am a Woman of God. I am HIS Daughter. I am a Mighty Warrior. The Lord gave me a Loud, Bold and Fighting Spirit. I am woman filled with his passion. I am and going to be a Voice to the Voiceless. My chains have been broken to set others free. I will be of comfort to my sisters. I will speak life into them and help them find their identity in the Lord the same way I have found mine this year.
42nd generation is a network of Christ-followers with the mission to
plant churches, businesses, & ministries to spread the Kingdom of
God around the world-to inspire and develop leaders & radicals who
are passionate about laying their lives down for Christ.” I will begin my 6-month training in Mijas, Spain with other wild and crazy men who have visions, dreams and passions from the lord that will glorify his kingdom here on earth.
for the Jews will arise from another place, but you and your father’s
family will perish. And who knows but that you have come to royal
position for such a time as this?” -Esther 4:14
