Old Habits Die Hard
The turning point came on December 30th, 2007. That day I was at the Packers’ game and had gotten pretty drunk with my friends. Throughout the day, I sobered up, and by the time we got home to Milwaukee I was sober. Late that night, my friend asked if I could drive him home to Oconomowoc, and I agreed. As we were about to leave my apartment, I got a terrible feeling that one or both of us were going to die in a car crash on the way home; it was like I knew it in my heart. I tried to ignore it and took another step towards the door. At that time, I heard those words again, “Do not go back down that path, for the road is dangerous”. I immediately ducked into the bathroom shut the door and got on my knees. I prayed to God for mercy and forgiveness and for a way out of that fate. Through my tears I heard God speak the words, “Not another drop.” That night, December 30th, 2007, I promised God “not another drop” of alcohol, and by His grace and power I have stuck to that promise! Since that night Christ has been emptying me of everything that doesn’t resemble Him. He has given me a new heart, a new mind, and a new strength. “Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me” (Philippians 3:12).
In September 2008 (this past September) I finally gained a firm foundation in Christ through Campus Crusade for Christ at UW-Milwaukee. Since then, God has been challenging me every day to move closer to Him. I grew close to Jesus through fellowship, evangelism, service, retreats, and leadership opportunities. I was blessed to serve as the Community team leader for our Cru, creating Christ-centered events to offer fellowship and outreach. In December, my friend Jon told me about a mission to Ghana, Africa he was planning on leading over spring break. My interest was sparked right away. I decided to pursue the opportunity and if God didn’t want me to go He would let me know one way or another. In late Jaunary, Jon told me that while he was praying God revealed that he wouldn’t be going to Ghana. Jon asked me if I was interested in leading the trip and I told him “absolutely yes!”, but I needed to pray about it. That night I spent time in silence and solitude before God, and He spoke very clearly to me. “Yes Michael, Go! Lead. Be strong. Rise to the occasion.”
“For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith – and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God – not by works, so that no one can boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9)
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“And this is our testimony: God has given us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life. I write these things to you who believe in the name of the Son of God so that you may know that you have eternal life.” (1 John 5:11-13)
