Have you ever seen the movie Groundhog Day, where Bill Murray wakes up to the same day over and over again?
I feel like that is my life right now.
I wake up, check my email, have some quiet time with the Lord, play with my 7 year old sister, laugh with my dad, and wait…and wait…..and wait.
I have no other choice but to believe that God is moving in the unseen, and that He will show up. It would be silly for me not to think this way, because He has proven that this is how He works, time and time again.
Sometimes I feel like I want to jump out of my skin, just to feel something different…to make something happen.
However, how would that solve my problem? And is that was this is… a problem? Or is this the mercy of God?
My time in Georgia was a season of preparation…for what I don’t exactly know yet. Hahaha! My time in Florida is a season of recovery (which I dislike to admit that I need, but I so do). The next season that I walk into…is a season of entering into my destiny.
I am so excited for what lies ahead…mostly because it is such a mystery. I guess that’s why it makes this season of zero productivity and movement so challenging. I just pray that I can be thankful for the special grace and the beauty that comes from recovery. I pray that I would look at it from the right perspective….that God is always good and He wants what is highest for me.
