I have desperately been wanting to put into words why I am going on the World Race.
And it is hard.
Why? There are so many reasons.
So many thoughts.
And the ironic thing is no one has really asked me why.
No one has come out and said, “Meghan why are you doing this crazy thing?”
And I realized something today.
I am going on this journey, jumping into this story. leaving my comfort zone because as off as it sounds..
It just makes sense
And apparently my friends, family, people who surround me daily, know me better then myself.
I started looking into this journey, this trip because a friend of mine that I traveled to South Africa with last summer went on the World Race.
I continued looking into it because at some point in the last 8 months God asked me to jump.
I applied because after getting hit by a car while on my bike I realized that God was pushing me into a new path.
I interviewed ,albeit terrified, because I knew and know that there is MORE then what is around me.
I accepted because above all of these things I love Jesus so much and want to not only share the love He has for me with others, but also experience Him in new ways.
And I am going because I am excited at the people God will choose to bring into my life and bless me with.
And I am excited, nervous, terrified and joyous at the ways that God is going to break my heart and put it back together.
I am looking forward to the new chapters He is writing in my story.
So no, there is not one reason why I am going on this trip, not one specific purpose behind it, but a myriad of feelings, hopes, dreams, terrors and joys all intertwined together.
I probably will never have the correct words to tell you why I am doing this but just know this: I have this amazing, beautiful, redeeming, bigger then life God that loves me and I am choosing to jump feet first into what He has planned for me.
He has written my life up to this moment, the ups and downs, the trials, the joys and I am choosing to continue to walk in what He has planned
remain in HIS love
Megs
