Hello all. I’m in Spain now. I have been for about a month. I don’t know where to begin. I am blown away by God choosing me. These first few weeks, He’s made himself more alive and clear. He’s peeling back some significant deception. He brought me through things that I’m beginning to undestand why now. I wrestled with Him and in my heart needed His answers. He has broken an assignment from hell upon my life. I walked through the depths so I could see Jesus face to face as THE ONE, who comes for you, who won’t leave you in darkness or with heavy chains upon you. He comes with fire in His eyes and love in His heart. For many years I really didn’t know in the depths of my heart that Jesus would come for me and He would lift me out fully. Somehow I knew there was another way, HIM, so His spirit has continued to push me to Him, but now I’m beginning to really SEE. He’s the bondage breaker. I’ve seen darkness, but I’ve seen Jesus. As I began to see Jesus, I had an encounter with the Father. Some part of my heart was not with the Father, but I didn’t realize it. In a moment of truth one night, Jesus took my hand and passed me to the Father and said it’s okay, Go. It was a moment of breakthrough as I joined the Father. He said, say yes to my fatherhood. The years you spent not feeling or believing you were loved, I’m bringing redemption. I’m so excited to really KNOW THE FATHER. AH! Deception is lifting, TRUTH is HERE.
One of His missions is becoming clearer to me, to go after the darkness in people’s lives, to go to the
streets and bring justice. To lift the deception and bring TRUTH. We here at G42 are discovering our purpose. He’s showing me that one in particular is to go to prisons and release the captives. I want to bring His deliverance on my hands, heart and mouth to those that are tormented and just unaware of HIM, HIS LOVE. I feel a burden for the large cities of America, particularly New York. The STREETS OF NEW YORK CITY. THE CITY OF BLINDING LIGHTS. To also bring warfare for cities and people’s hearts with worship, with the guitar, with His song placed in me. God is developing me as well as He’s developing my calling. He’s also shown me a ton of beautiful women’s clothes in my mind, and I’ve wondered what’s going on, I feel it’s a clothing line. And I named it: Redeemed. I named it before my mind could even catch up to the idea, I have never designed or drawn, etc. But, I want these clothes to be annointed witih redemption. What the heck?! This obviously would be God and God alone. The other kingdom dream I have is to help child soldiers in Sudan be rehabilitated and redeemed from the horrors of war.
We sit in class and we are discussing plans, missions, our heart’s cry. I can’t believe it at times. We can actually go out and do this stuff. We are talking about some crazy mission, some far-out idea, but it’s been sent from heaven into our hearts, for the Kingdom of God to come to EARTH. FREEDOM to come to EARTH. RELEASE FROM DARKNESS to come to EARTH.
Pray for my voice to continue to find freedom! I got alot to say. I love you all and pray God’s spirit upon you guiding you into TRUTH. If you are interested in donating, (I have January and part of February covered) please click here.
