Lets all say a hearty thank God that my calling is not to be a blogger because I would have some serious issues. That aside, I am starting to get increasingly excited about the race. The nearer it draws, the more excited I get. I’ve gotten to know some of my team mates fairly well, and they’re amazing. I could not be more excited for what this next year holds, and the growth and change that will happen in me personally.
BUT…
That doesn’t make it any easier to leave my home, my family, the best job I’ve ever had, the coworkers, the most comfortable I have ever been in my life, MY MOTHERS HUGS, my own bed, access to any book I want at any time, my dads laugh and my best friends obsession with giraffes, and my other best friends shared obsession with all things Harry Potter and John Green.
So what am I doing? Why am I doing this? I’m gonna miss my life. I’m comfortable with how its going, why would I give that up when its going so good?
Because I have been called. Thats it. No fancy explanations, door prizes or glitter. I have been called. I could stay here in my comfortable life, with my comfortable friends, in my comfortable job and be absolutely miserable because I am not seeking God’s plan for my life, or I could GO. And so, Go, I shall. Life isn’t promised. I could die before I even leave on this trip and be at peace knowing I died seeking His will for my life and living it out to the best of my abilities. So do not grow weary brothers and sisters, and if you are weary, maybe you should look back into His plan for your own life and realign it.
Girl Scouts Out!
God Bless.
MARY
