Here I am. I am all yours. I gave you my life and I gave you my heart. My life is in your hands. I long for you, Father. You are so beautiful. You are so good. You are holy, mighty and majestic. There is no one like you. You are perfect. You are so patient with me and you have showered me with your grace. You swept in and rescued me right when I was on the brink of utter loneliness and despair. You saved me from my sorrows. You scooped me up off the floor and crowned me as your righteous princess. You have filled me up when I was empty. You were with me in those quiet and lonely places of my mind. You have never left me and you have never given up on me. You were there catching my tears as they fell from my face in the bad times and you were there counting my giggles in the good. You have relentlessly sought after my heart, and I’m sorry for not giving it fully to you sooner. Thank you for fiercely and passionately loving me so much. Thank you for wanting all of me.
It is my turn. I will relentlessly seek you, your heart, your thoughts, and your presence. I want it all God. I want more of you; I need more of you. I can’t do this life without You, and I refuse to stay as I am. I want to go deeper. I want to feel more of your presence in my life. I want to hear your voice, rest in your arms, feel your heart beat. I want to lie down in your presence until you tell me it is time to stand. I need to be closer to your heart. I will seek your face everyday of my life. I will not give up. When I grow weak and weary I choose to stand. My one desire is to know you more. You are all I need. You are all that matters.
You are my everything. Let no one have my heart without giving it over to them yourself. I will daily give you my heart. Renew my faith and my mind Father. Bring me to a place of higher understanding, higher love, higher grace.
My heart is crying out to you Lord. I am so grateful for how far you have brought me, and I don’t deserve more of You but I want more. I want everything You have for me.
You are the ONE who will never disappoint me. You are the ONE who completes me. You will never stop loving me.
You will always listen to me, always want me.
Thank you for being alive and active in this world and in my life. Thank you for moving around the world. Thank you for loving your children so much even though we don’t give you the love and praise you deserve. You constantly give and don’t get back in return.
It is the desire of my heart for your people to praise you and worship you and notice the things you do for us.
I ask You to break me. Break off the pieces of me that were not formed from your influence. I understand it will hurt, and I probably can’t grasp just how much, but I so want to be the woman of God you want me to be. Bend me, mold me, and then put me back together the way you want me to be. I want to be more like You. Give me a faith that cannot be broken. Make me strong, bold and courageous. Help me be ok with the things I do not understand and the things I cannot change.
I love you God.
FILL ME WITH MORE OF YOU LOVE, YOUR PASSION, AND YOUR COMPASSION.
