Before coming to training camp, my prayer was during this time I would be taken outside of my comfort zones. This has definitely happened. God has taught me that I need to be in a constant state of prayer. Sometimes I never understood what that meant before witnessing it here. If someone needs prayer or requests prayer, we don’t say that we will pray for them later and that we will be thinking of them. We stop what we are doing and we pray for the person or the situation immediately. I find that if I pray for a person or a situation when it happens I am much more likely to remember that person or situation later when I am praying.
During this week God has really brought me to my knees in prayer for discernment. I have been extremely uncomfortable in many situations here and am having trouble recognizing the difference between good and bad reasons for being uncomfortable. I am trying to figure out if being uncomfortable is getting exactly for which I prayed or if the Lord is making me uncomfortable because I am experiencing things that are innappropriate or things being taken out of context.
I have a sincere desire to serve the Lord and am greatly humbled to be a minuscule part of His master plan. God desires to have more people brought into His kingdom and He has called me to go into all the world and preach His gospel. Ultimately, I want everything that I do to be something that will reveal even more of the glory of God! Please pray with me and for me as God reveals and imparts discernment on me.
