2 Timothy 1:7
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
Even when I am unsure and when I am restless. I still can find him in my surroundings in the small things of this world. I have sought refuge in the stillness and in the quiet this month.
We have spent the past month in Thailand teaching children of all ages English, speaking in a women’s prison and juvenile detention center, spending time with families of the small church, and mini adventures. Through it all I have been uncomfortable. I am not a person who likes to stand up in a big crowd of people to talk. I like small groups; groups where an investment can be made. Where what I share can actually be heard. Through this I had to press into the spirit of power, love, and knowledge to know God isn’t putting this fear into me.
Pastor took us to two Waterfalls Full of inspiring nature and 1 million proofs of His existence and design in all creation. In my moments of questioning and restlessness I know He provides power, love, and the knowledge of His peace!
What I have valued so much looking back on Thailand; my place of refuge this month was at my friend, Somjai’s house. It was such a blessing to feel His presence among this lovely family through their hospitality and contagious grins.
Somjai is new Christian, who lives with her daughter and grandson. This family started their relationship with The Lord four months ago. My team and I were able to spend Saturday afternoons doing life with this family, encouraging them, laughing, sometimes crying, praying with them, and just loving them where they are in the moment.
We all would circle around in the middle of the living room floor. Each afternoon I would find myself drawn to Somjai’s recliner sitting on the floor next to her and she would grab my hand and just squeeze it as others would share their stories with one another. I would share pictures of our adventures with her and engage with her through smiles and winks. I love how God uses His people to show us His love!
