My life lately has been nothing but a constant series of numbers! I lay my head down at night and all I think about is numbers. There are vacations dates, count down days, financial deadline dates, and SO many more things going on. Here are a few examples of what I am talking about.
11 days until training camp.
7 shirts I still need to sale to get to the 75.
86 days till Christmas.
80 days until I am an aunt (obviously give or take)
49 days until Thanksgiving vacation in Florida.
5 more paychecks before we leave.
88 days until I see my brothers and new nephew.
1,400 postcards to send/hand out.
80 something thank you’s to address and stamp.
$8 in my bank account.
1/3 tank of gas in car.
9 days until payday.
$3,000 to raise in 79 days.
7 paintings done for craft show… only like 15/20 more to go!
3 shots that I need to get.
0 health insurance.
1 hr until I go to work.
4 hours of sleep last night.
2-4 days until my air porter comes in.
The constant reminder that I am $11,000 away from my goal..
These are the things that keep me up at night. And It’s not that I am WORRYING about them, because I KNOW God will and is providing! I just get so consumed with all these numbers swarming around in my head. It would be so easy to get overwhelmed! But the best thing that I can do is to try to just check those things off the list one by one bc as many numbers that have listed I have to remember how far I have come! God has been amazing at providing and showing me that this is the direction that he is leading me in. I just have to try and remember numbers aren’t as important as whats going on right now. I don’t wanna miss out on everything going on around me bc I am focusing on everything I need for 2015.
Please feel free to comment on posts any encouragement and supportive things you have to say about this process God has me on. Or any advise! I am doing pretty good (minus the lack of sleep) but having those encouraging and uplifting words are great to come back to on days that aren’t so easy 🙂
Thanks for reading… I can’t begin to explain how excited I am about training camp!! It doesn’t seem real! I can’t thank you all enough for helping me to get to this point in my journey!
