I’ve been thinking about my role and how this journey is going to play out and felt like God was asking me to give all of me rather than just part of me. I feel like He is waiting for me to be a fool for the cause. It’s funny, I thought I had it figured out, I prided myself in “getting it”……I thought I understood what it meant to follow Jesus. I guess. Some Days anyway. And being here, I have been thinking that I have to come to a place where I give “this cause” , “this purpose” my ALL. What does that mean you ask? I haven’t quite figured that out yet. I just know that this journey, my team, God, deserves all of who I am rather than just part of me. If I believe in a sovereign God, a powerful, existing ruler & creator of the universe then I have to fight for it like I do. I have to give it my all and be a fool for it. If I am not willing to do that then what am I doing here? Why am I even following Him? Oh how I am not worthy……
I’ve been reading Joshua….. When Rahab protected and hid the spies, she asked the spies to protect her family And their response (Joshua 2:14….) comes from the faith and loyalty to the cause.
