Monday, Jan. 8th, 2007, PM
And God is in this place. The Holy Spirit is filling me even as I write. I want more and more. God has cast out all fear. The curse of worry is broken, the curse of duty, the spirit of religion have been cast out. And I’m left with God SO deep He’s in my belly, not just my heart. I am Christ. My Daddy loves me, and I know it! He loves me so much that He whispers secrets to me, just for me to hear… because He trusts me with them.
And maybe someday one of those secrets will be for you, I’ve been storing up a few already… some of you just aren’t ready for them yet.
Man, Scott and I are going to rock the nations. We will see healing, we will see miracles in the countries we go to, and back in the States. You will see God… if you read this and want more, just ask Him for it. He’s not going to hold out on you! And it’s a totally vulnerable place to be because if God and the angels know you by name, so do the demons. And I’m sure there will be times that I’ll give into the want for the status quo, for the way things used to be. Right now, I know I can’t… I can’t because I know more now. If I go back, I’m not living in God’s will, I’d be living in selfishness, and God wants ALL of me. And because the demons know my name, I can rebuke them with all the power of heaven, by the blood of Jesus. And healing, prophecy, tongues I cry out for more!
Tonight was obviously amazing, a time to ask for more from God. And we’ve received! I’ve known for a long time that I’ve had the gift of teaching (of all ages…little scary when it comes to adults), but to have these guys breathe this stuff into us confirms it even more. And because Scott and I have a marriage blessed by God, we will touch cultures and generations of children. (Mom, remember when we talked about adoption?)
For all of you I’ve scared or offended or even suprised. Why? Why do you have those feelings or thoughts? Do you want more? If you do, CRY OUT! If you are offended, stop reading here, but if you are offended but intrigued, keep going on this journey with me. You won’t be bored. That’s for sure. Get ready for God to rock your world. He will shake you from everything you thought you’ve known about Him, and just take you back to when you were a little kid, from the time that you were completely trusting, with no inhibitions, no condemnations… carefree, making mud pies in the backyard and wiping your hands on your shirt kind of carefree. Remember back, when were you free, really free?! Cry out for Freedom! Brake away from the bonds of fear, of infirmity, of depression, of workaholism, of passivism, of anger, of pornography (you fill in the blank)… reach out and let God take them, let Him free you to be filled by His Spirit. Get Him in your belly! Taste and see that He IS good!
Then just wait and see what He’ll do with you. You might not end up on the World Race, but you won’t be able to live the status quo. When you find out that there’s more, you can’t go back! Dig in deep, we’re in for a wild ride!
