Three weeks ago, I committed this next year of my life to serve and be a part of the World Race. This journey has already been quick yet beautiful in seeing the goodness and fruitfulness of the Lord. I had 24 hours to meet my first financial deadline. I had supportive friends who constantly reminded me of the Lords provision. However, raising $16,250 (total goal) was still a nightmare to me. I have never been comfortable talking about money. It has become something taboo in my life, I ultimately realized that it is an intimate place in my heart where I want security and independence. I couldn’t wrap my mind around becoming vulnerable in the process of raising support. I was putting it all in my ability. This is my weakness. This is where I wish I was confident and strong. This is where I stepped out of my fear and into obedience. Every part of me wanted to see this as impossible and walk away, but I couldn’t ignore the spirit of the Lord. As I wrestled with this seemingly impossible feat, I prayed and asked the Lord to give me a dream to see the funds fully raised. I will never forget that nights’ dream, so clear and so hopeful. I have been blown away and continue to fall to my knees in humble adoration to the overwhelming support, prayers, and love that I have felt from my incredible community, encouraging friends, and loving family. I am beyond blessed and grateful.
As I walk by the spirit, he gives me confidence and security in His plan for my life. I have experienced his power through something that seemed impossible. The unseen supply has been lavished and poured out graciously and humbly to me. Thank you to my supporters for being apart of this vision and mission with me. I can’t even imagine what the next 11 months will be like as I get to spread our Fathers love to the nations.
“take away the many fears, suspicions, and doubts by which I prevent you from being my Lord, and give me the courage and freedom to appear naked and vulnerable in the light of your presence, confident in your unfathomable mercy” – a cry for mercy – Henri Nouwen
“As a result of your ministry, they will give glory to God. For your generosity to them and to all believers will prove that you are obedient to the Good News of Christ. And they will pray for you with deep affection because of the overflowing grace God has given to you. Thank God for this gift too wonderful for words!”
– 2 Corinthians 9:13-15
