I was scold this morning by God while singing during worship – and I definitely deserve it. I've been meaning to post this blog for about four months now… but I just haven't wanted to. there is not really any good reasons for not posting other than I've just been punking out and not doing it.
I apologize to everyone I should have kept up with this and I didn't. I wi'll be keeping you updated from now on. I promise.
Sssoooo…. Now to update you all on my life –
The biggest new is that I had to delay my launch date. So I'm not leaving in September. Don't worry I'm still going it just won't be going next month. I'm still praying about when and where God wants me to go.
As for the rest of my life – I still work at AMC and just finished freelancing with Acentric for the dance season. I was working an average of 65 hrs a week between the two jobs. While I love freelancing this season was draining. Not just the hours but not being able to attend church and have that community affected me more than I thought it would. Also I had to move in the middle of dance season – which I will never ever do again – lesson learned (I'm still kinda living out of boxes – mainly because I'm in need of a bookshelf and haven't had time to buy one)
Also I had some family stuff go down…. I'm not really sure how to explain it or talk about it via my blog – just because I'm new to blogging and I'm still trying to figure out what's next. If you would like to know just message me and I'll be glade to talk with you personally. But if you feel so inclined you could pray for forgiveness, grace and wisdom for my family and that would be really great.
I guess to sum this whole blog up – over the past couple months I've had a lot of changes and events that have happened that have left me fractured. And I need to work through them before I go on world race. Which i guess is why I haven't wanted to write this blog – it makes not leaving in September real. And that's hard.
So as I sang " I will Follow " this morning it took on a different meaning than it did five months ago – but it doesn't change God, He is always good
