Well, we are finally settled in to our second month of our journey. The plans were to go somewhere in Nicaragua … instead we’ve been called to Costa Rica. I’m sure you can imagine how insanely excited we were when we found out that we were coming here, let alone the ONLY team coming here. We are working and living outside the city of San Jose in the slum city Carpio – a complete 180 from where we were in Guatemala last month. We are working with the youth through an organization called New Horizons, and we basically play sports and games with them, do Bible studies, and help out with the girls that come there for math and English classes. New Horizons is pretty much a safe haven for the youth to come and get away from their everyday life.

 The city is built right outside of the landfill for San Jose, and there is only one way in and one way out.  It’s a very poor community, therefore it’s common to have 6-8 people living in a room the size of a horse stall… usually dirt floors and no windows, so the only natural light source they have comes from the front door. A lot of the families are so poor that they only can afford to eat one meal a day – so when the kids come here to play it almost feels like a sin to make ourselves lunch. Drugs and alcohol are a huge problem, and the amount of crime related to theft is ridiculous. Since we’ve been here there has been a stabbing on the main road outside of our campus, and a shooting at one of the bus stops – all presumably having to do with drugs or robbery for money for drugs, or food, or anything else they may need.

Although food and monetary assets are scarce here, the problems run way deeper than that. 98% of the girls that come here for classes have been sexually abused – and just a small percent less in regards to the boys. Living in quarters of that size with that many people means the children see lots of things going on that kids shouldn’t be seeing – unfortunately, that is just the tip of the iceberg. There’s a little girl, Tonya, who has become very attached to one of my teammates – and she’s absolutely precious. She is four years old, and her mother is 19. Her mother is also her sister… when she was 15 she was forced into sexual actions by her own father, resulting in her pregnancy. Tonya has grown into a beautiful little girl – she is completely healthy and happy and extremely intelligent… all I can do is hope and pray that somehow, in some way, we can make a good impression on her life.

She is just one story out of many… the children’s views of relationships and family life are so distorted and twisted that they found it surprising that the women on my team had never had any kids. They have no positive role models in their lives except for the people at New Horizons, and groups like us that come in to show them hope and love.

My goal and prayer for the rest of this month is to just pour into these children and be a positive influence in their lives, showing them there is so much more then what they have experienced. To show them there are people who genuinely care for them and love them, without any ulterior motives. To give them hope, show them love, and be a light amid all the darkness they’ve experienced. And most importantly, to open doors into their futures that provide an out to the lifestyle they believe they deserve…