A year ago today, a new chapter begin in my life; I want to share with you the laughter, smiles, random dance sessions, the tears, the sadness, and every time I felt like I wasn’t enough.
A year ago today, a new chapter begin in my life; everything was new, new, new, new. New friends, new job, new beliefs, new clothes, new community, new me.
A year ago today, a new chapter begin in my life; I was beginning to lose myself.
I know that for me, I have always loved watching television shows were the characters were wild, young, and free. They had money with little responsibility, and partied into crazy hours of the night. they loved just as easy as they hated. I remember being so intrigued by that lifestyle because it was the complete opposite of mine.
A year ago today, someone gave me a glimpse of what I had seen on the “big screen.”
I have changed so much in the last year, and if given the opportunity, I would do things differently BUT that is not how life works, those are not the way second chances are handed out. I have chosen to not dwell and hate the decisions that I have made, because in some way or another they have helped me grow, and have pushed me back to my father.
I am not perfect, and I will never say that I am. I know that I was not living out my full inheritance, but right now in this moment I feel myself beginning to feel alive again. I feel myself beginning to take over my heart and mind again. I don’t feel lost. He keeps no record of my sin, He is the king of 2nd, 3rd and 1000 chances.
His love for me is unconditional. His has once again and probably not for the last time rescued my broken soul!!
