Sometimes, though the answer may be found, understood, accepted, and even eagerly anticipated, the journey itself, having chosen a destination, can be a whole lot harder than solving the original question in the first place. But it is in these times which we consciously walk hand in hand with God as He helps is climb the mountain to our next step towards enlightenment and get to have a personal and constant guide to the path we are in constant search for, and yet so often miss. Relish in these times, no matter how daunting the journey ahead may seem, because when you trust God, you trust in your future, and know that it is only through such means that we can ever achieve such blessings.
Its when you stop asking why, and simply, blindly, and faithfully walk, talk, and live in God’s love, that the very question is answered.
And yes, he commands us, but as your true love, urging you towards true goodness, even though we can’t see what comes ahead. It is only in doubting God, whether its intentional or not, that we struggle. Walk in God’s will, not because you have to, but because the BEST way. The only fear we have in not following God’s way is that it won’t be what he promises it is, which is why we test it, struggle, come back to God, and THEN perservere. What if we just closed our eyes, stopped trying to lead, and really just followed?
When we doubt God, or His strength in us, we hand our enemy his best and most useful weapon. Trusting God is not about almosts and measurable times, it is an absolute. It is a full surrender, a complete trust in the only one you can trust eternally. To doubt God, or yourself in His purpose for your life, conversations with you, or even His constant and everlasting love, or question if you can be forgiven, or refuse to give ALL your burdens, ALL your joys to Him, then you doubt the validity of God’s promises. There are no ifs, whether they be if only, what if, or anyother, with God. There is simply His will, for there are no accidents.
