You may notice that I am not blogging that much lately, or not… either way… I have probably blogged less here than I did in Africa which is saying a lot, to be honest. There, of course, is a reason. I was sure that coming here, coming to India, would awaken this creative side of me that would just burst forth a ton of music and blogs that were beautiful and more meaning full than I could ever think of myself… this of course is not the case.

The difference with this writer’s block and the usual one is that this one doesn’t bug me too much.

I know that it is all just distraction…

Distraction from my own thoughts and my own mind… to explain this the best way that I can, I guess I can just say that there is too much around me. I am seeing, smelling, tasting, feeling, and just experiencing the place that I’ve always imagined myself being.

For as long as I can remember, I have always known that this life is given to us for a great adventure…

…an adventure to find God…

…an adventure to finally know His love…

…an adventure to know who we are… and live like it…

…an adventure to find beauty in the broken…

…an adventure to find our place and those people that we love…

…to know why we are here…

I know that we are all made for more. We are made for more than existence. I want to live and find the beautiful, raw, relentless, strong, real, genuine, unconditional, radical, uninhibited, messy, vast, deep obsessive LOVE of my Creator. I know that He has a spot for me…

… and I am pretty sure I have found it.

I’m distracted.

I am breathing in all that is around me, and to be honest, I surprisingly don’t have much to say. There are no revelations, no words, no analyzing… nothing.

All I know is that I am here… in India… I am finally here… my eyes are wide open and I’m moving to the sound of the restless destiny that surrounds me…listen.