So overnight I got 60+ people added to my family! AKA K-squad!
During training camp God moved in ways I’ve never experienced before.
Over the years I’ve been abused and taken advantage of more times than I care to remember. In light of that I’ve developed a spirit of injustice. I am always keeping score to ensure the good outweighs the bad and I never give more than I receive. This made sense to me because it would ensure I was protected.
However, that is not how God created me. It grieves Him that I have been abused, that is never what He intended. But we live in a broken fallen world with broken selfish people. Life isn’t fair, and this side of heaven it never will be.
I didn’t want to let my sense of fairness go because then who would take care of me?! Who would ensure that I wasn’t abused, abandoned, taken advantage of and my sweet heart broken again and again?
It was then I realized that God alone can protect me. God will never abuse or abandon me. Others might, and that is just reality. But limiting the amount of pain we’re willing to experience also limits the amount of joy we have the ability to experience. So I surrendered that heart of fairness to God.
Since that moment I have experienced unfathomable pain. I lost my home, my sense of security, my best friend, the little girl I had come to know as a daughter, and countless other realities I knew. But, God is faithful, and I have also experienced more joy than I could ever explain.
My eyes have been set on eternity! And eternity doesn’t begin when we die, it begins today. I have chosen to allow God to use my pain for His glory. God used His broken people to breathe life into me. To speak words of prophesy and healing into me. This new family of mine nourishes the seed of God in me, and I am so blessed to call them my brothers and sisters!
Jesus healed in an instant what years of counseling could not. And that is what I am bringing to the nations. They don’t need counselors or programs; they only need Jesus!
I am so blessed to be 54% funded! Thank you all for your prayers and financial support. As I set to launch in just 4 weeks, please continue to pray for me and my team and that the harvest will be ripe! I still need $7500 to be fully funded, so please prayerfully consider supporting me.
