Well, this month I’ve been prompted by God to dig in. Fearlessly and with boldness. Not being afraid of what God reveals but praising him in the mist of it all because ultimately he is shaping me to look more like him.
Before launching onto the race I had an desire to see God in such a fresh way. I wanted to see him across the boarders of my western view and attempt to see him in a universal way.
So this brings me to month 3.
This month I don’t have the responsibility of leading my team any longer. I am responsible for loving the heck out of them and pouring into our ministry. Its a pretty amazing job to be honest 🙂 Im choosing to fully embracing each season of this race for now on out. Prospective change has happened and it feels great and so freeing.
We have been here 10 days and Gods revealed so much to me. I felt I needed to give up social media and dig into my team, God and the kids in the orphanage this month. I decided to do this 4 days ago then boom like clock work I began to get horrible stomach pains the very next day. Im a fighter and I refused to give into the pains, yet then my appetite began to leave and a few other lovely symptoms slapped me across the face- so I had to admit that I was feeling sick. It discouraged me because I don’t if rarely get sick and I was not suppose to be sitting in my tent all day sleeping and in pain. This is not how I wanted to start my month. (bad attitudes crept in ect.) ….
I emailed my parents and my mom reminded me –
