He’s showed me that I don’t trust Him fully.
That I depend on other people and often times put them in His place.
That things have been spoken into my life that aren’t true.
He’s told me that I DO HAVE WHAT IT TAKES!
He’s searching my heart and showing me absolute TRUTH!
He’s giving me a peace about where I am at.
Yesterday I went to the beach and was asking God some serious questions about my future and what it might hold. Me being a planner and always wanting to go before God and plan things out has been quite a struggle that I’m learning to allow Him to overcome. Sitting on the beech I asked Him to give me a simple yes or no answer; to give me a sign. I sat there for about an hour with no response. Then as I was walking up the steps to head back I saw this picture:
The first thing I saw was the “NO” with the heart representing the “o”. This broke my heart and I was desperately confused. So I took a picture of it after noticing the other letters above it and continued to walk home asking God to give me one more sign. As I walked back He never gave me another sign so I began to meditate on the first one He gave me. I asked Him what it meant and this is what He said:
“I allowed you to see the “N♥” first, not because that was the answer to your question, but because I will not answer it right now. Instead I’m putting you into a can so that you cannot meditate on your future, or your past, but rather your present. Even then you will only be able to see what I put in the can and other than that you can only look up to me.”
When I received this word it gave me a peace. I am learning that I don’t have to worry about what is to come, but only where I’m at now. This is something I’ve known in my mind for ages, but something that He is just now allowing to be written on my heart.eper
