Romania has been a land of FREEDOM.
Freedom from my PAST.
Freedom in my FUTURE.
Freedom in my RELATIONSHIPS.
I have finally accepted that my past DOES NOT dictate my future. All the crap that I have been through doesn’t matter. I am more than any of my faults. I have shared about my past so often this month and realized HOW much God loves me. I can see his love in every aspect.
My future is ready to be fought for. God is fighting for it and I am behind him. God has great plans for me and I look forward to seeing how it will all work out.
Relationships have been a long struggle for me. It has taken me years to get over the past hurts from people that literally broke my heart. This month I have laughed more than I have in a LONG time. I have spent much of the month with two amazing people. Andrei and Christina have been such great friends. They have redefined friendship for me and been true friends from the get go. We have laughed and shared in so much happiness and fun. We have watched so much Big Bang Theory that it’s actually sad. We have laughed until we cried and then laughed some more. These two have been the kind of friends I have been longing for. They are the ones that I prayed for and God has given me friends beyond my expectations. God has granted me a blessed month but sadly Andrei remains here in Romania and Christina will head off with her team after debrief. Our time may have been short but these two will live in my heart forever. They have shown me that I am loved for me. That I can be myself and no longer have to over think things. Their friendships have brought me FREEDOM. A freedom that I will be able to take with me and create so many more amazing friendships.
