Each child is different in their own way…yet they all just want to be loved…to be held…. and noticed!  As soon as we enter Goachupita all the kids run to u…grab on u…and want to hold ur hand!  As awesome as this sounds…i get aggivated..for one by the time we walk the hour trip there i’m hot, sweaty, and tired! But God keeps reminding me…these are my children…they are special to me..i have called u to be my hands and feet so get over it…get over your self….Rise up and be the woman i have called u too. 
BURN……………….hes sooo right its not about me…its not about what I want…this is his YEAR..and when im done he will have sooo much more for me…a family that cares, friends who are supportive, and a future husband in which i can spend the rest of my life with.  Who knows who he will be but hes getting something far more that anyone could ask for…hes getting someone that will be stripped from materlistic things, who knows selfless abandoment, who can survive in the hardest times, who can beat the heat, who can live on  $4 a day, and who will be the best mom ever bc of all the experience i will have with children and their needs.

We are all like these children of Goachupita…WE all just want to be loved…to be held….and to be noticed.  God break my heart for what breaks yours help me t be the woman u have called me to be.