Nine years ago, I was called into the missions field and I’ve been running from my calling ever since.  I have come to the realization that the plans I have made for myself have always ended up with me making bad decisions that only led me further away from my true calling.  I now know that God’s plans are what I need to follow in order to be in His will, which is to fulfill the calling that He has placed upon my life. I know that God has huge plans for me and my future if I just continue to listen to his voice. I find myself once again surrendered, and at his feet and I will no longer run.  I know that this is what I must do and I will not waver no matter what!  I choose to surrender my plans at the cross and step toward a future that is led by my King.  Kingdom work is the most important work that we could invest our time in!

 
I told God that 2009 was gonna be his year! I gave up a lot of things as well as past relationships. I started my new year out right with some new positive friends.
I haven’t gave into temptation when I was faced with it. I have tried soo hard to live for him and the devil is MAD. The enemy is soo used to me flirting with the things of this world and me treating my relationship with God so carelessly…but I have staid strong this year and now the enemy is attacking me. God is testing me to see if I will stand! To see how strong I am! And guess what it’s Spring time baby!!! I’m ready for my blessing!  I’m getting closer to God than ever before and it’s real..for the first time ever I’m beginning to really Know God ..to trust him and to need him more than ever in my life!   For once i’m not ashamed to say Living For God is Fun!  I don’t know where I would be if I didn’t have him to call on every single day.  I’m so excited about giving a whole year to God! I can’t wait to fullfill the plans he has always had for me!