I wake up and smell the aroma of your Greatness
my hair a mess
makeup smeared
but the worst of all is the condition of my heart
Thoughts racing, asking for this asking for that.
Be still.
I remember your greatness
Thank you for all that you are
You are God.
I want to know your heart
Ask; and expect to receive
I’ll give you my heart
if you give me yours
All day long.
people here, things there
Is this it?
Is this some privilege ive earned?
Is this honestly what I get to spend the rest of my life doing, serving?
then we soar
until I can climb no further
I climb
I climb
I climb
your love is the pilot
higher than a kite
on your very best weed
how can something so high
be so deep at the same time
[we see it all]
"what goes up
must eventually come down"
i know
i know.
i get nervous
i dont want to come down
a time to be born, and a time to die
a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted
a time to kill, and a time to heal
a time to break down, and a time to build up
a time to weep, and a time to laugh
a time to mourn, and a time to dance
a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together
a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing
a time to seek, and a time to lose
a time to keep, and a time to cast away
a time to tear, and a time to sew
a time to keep silence, and a time to speak
a time to love, and a time to hate
a time for war, and a time for
coming down i closed my eyes
for too long
because i woke up
and didnt know where i was
there is evil
everywhere
its hidden .
I walk through the jungle
and there are
holes, traps, entangling vines, and worst
of all,
>> snakes
Every ten feet
i jump to the side to dodge a snake
i quickly look for branches to fight
it seems like the right thing to do
&my only option .
I forget so readily
that snakes hate light
it blinds their eyes
when I walk in the path of the light
a light {{so bright}}
it breaks from the canopy all the way down to my lowly path . . .
I carry confidence .
idontseehowigot here
andidontseewherei'm going
ive been battling for days
every day
of this journey
But the scariest thing of all
is
how forgetful I am
-not just a problem of my mind
but its leaking into every cell of my being-
my arms start to flail
my feet stumble over roots
my vision blurs
my ears listen to what the snakes are whispering
Oh my God
I'm scared if i keep relying on myself
I will surely die
Help me!
Break me!
Fix me!
start with the most rotten of all
rip
my
heart
out
i want to run again
but in this condition.:.
my heart cant take running
