In my last blog, “Not Enough Them” I was so excited and ready to conquer the world. Unfortunately, after I woke up the next morning, that fire had simmered down and I was back to the same old, “I love God and I love people, but I am too busy with life to make a difference” Kortney.
IT’S SO FRUSTRATING!!
I let life get in the way every single time and it makes me want to scream. I always have every intention of going out of my way to share Jesus, but the most random stuff gets in the way. I think this is what happens in most of our lives. God touches us and we want to change our city and save everyone. We can almost hear the song “Eye of the Tiger” playing as we get ready to take on the world. We get so ready to go do crazy, off the wall work for Jesus and then we have to work, or family is coming over, or we are tired and need a nap. Before we know it our theme song goes from Eye of the Tiger to Waiting on the World to Change.
I know I am going on this amazing missions trip for 11 months and God will use me there and that is really cool to think about. But what about now? I walk past hundreds, if not thousands of people a day, and my heart breaks for them. I’m not sure how to end this blog because I am totally throwing my heart out there and sort of asking for help. I want to be a missionary at home too and I am sick of struggling with it so bad. Majority of you know me, so please, before I leave, invite me over and give me advice, read the bible with me and share your stories. I’m serious.
