So, I haven’t written many blogs mainly because I feel insecure about what I would say or more importantly what I wouldn’t say. I read other’s blogs and I feel that their words are so elegant and full of life and love for God; yet when I write I feel as if I stumble over my words. So as I have wrestled with this and have had numerous discussions with God about it, I finally realized that I don’t have to have some great epiphany in order to write. I just need to be willing to express myself in a vunerable and humble way. I realized that my fear of ‘putting myself out there’ had taken on a whole new form. Such a simple and fulfilling art of expression had turned into a mundane and hated task.
So, I’ve decided that I will write as if I am writing in my journal. My thoughts, my dreams, hopes, fears, desires, shortcomings, and whatever else seems to be rolling around in my head. That’s the way I know how to write because it’s how I enjoy writing and its okay because I’m different from you and you are different from me yet the Lord still loves us equally!!! Hahaha
Lord, You are so amazing and magnificent. Your glory pours out upon this earth and within my heart. Your love is abounding and fulfilling and leads me to repentance. God, You alone are good and perfect and in every way you are faithful. You alone are enough. You alone are enough. Father, please change my heart to worship you constantly and consistently and to give you praise. Father, may your name be exalted above all things and may we alone find rest in You and Your provision. May my eyes be opened to the idols that I hold above you. May you convict my heart. May you soften my heart to Your will and Your desires for my life. Amen
