We have been in some intense training for a few days now, and our lives and expectations are being turned upside down. All I ever thought about myself and religion has been challenged.
I have had quest for truth in my heart for a few years, and couldn’t find the answers I was looking for. I knew I wanted more than what I was getting sitting on a church pew, but I didn’t know what I was seeking, or where to find it. Everything I learned said that all I needed was Jesus, and that is great but my heart wasn’t content. The only conclusion I could come to was that I wasn’t seeking Him enough, or I wasn’t good enough somehow.
I knew there was more to me than who I had been, but I had no idea who I really am. Again, all I could reason was that I was doing something wrong or was not doing enough. I could feel something in my soul pressing to get out, but I didn’t have the key.
Then God showed up, and in two incredible days He unlocked the door to who I am and what my heart desires. I still have a lot to learn, but the door is opened.