On the train ride into Targu Mures, Romania I was trying to journal, but nothing was coming out. This disturbed me, so I simply wrote in my journal “What am I passionate about?� I have been called a person of passion and conviction many times before. If that is so, what are the things that I am passionate about, what are my deepest desires?
These are things that were discussed when I went down to Gainesville in January for Project Searchlight. I had a list full of things that God has placed on my heart. But now I am sitting in Romania 10 months later, and I know that I need to reevaluate my list.
One of the things that God had laid on my heart in January was to lead a trip with AIM. At that point I didn’t realize it would be so soon or that it would be as a World Race squad leader. I praise God for putting me here, for the things I have learned and the new and expanding love He has put in my heart.
The thing is, I just looked at the calendar the other day and realized that in less than three weeks I will be back in the States. That means more transitions and changes. I don’t know exactly what God is leading me to next.
Some things are for sure though. I am still a squad leader of the P Squad and that means I will be pouring into my squad with as much encouragement and love that I can give from the States. I also know that God is leading me to live in a community of people who have the same heartbeat as my own. What I will be doing is yet to be determined. Please join me in asking God for what’s next!!!
