I am home! Okay, I confess I have been home for almost 3 weeks now, so this blog is long overdue. I will admit that I have been putting off blogging because I felt like in order to write a blog about being home, that I would have to have answers to the infamous questions…..”What is next for you…what big adventure is next?” The truth is, I don’t have the answers to these questions, and I am realizing it is okay not to.

I am still trying to adjust to being home in Orlando. I have not lived in Florida for 7 years, I actually told myself that I would never live here again, only visit. God though revealed different plans to me while I was in Thailand, after a month long fast, of asking God what is next for me. He gave me a heart for home, he gave me a peace about going home finally. I do know that God has huge things in store for me. I know that he did not take me on a wild adventure this past year, to just leave me now that I am home. I know he has another adventure for me. That I can be in one place…working ekk :), and it still be an adventure. I am ready to embrace what God has in store me. I don’t know the exact journey he is going to take me on now that I am home, but I am ready to embrace it. I am ready to jump in with both feet. I don’t know what will happen tomorrow, next week, a month from now, a year from now, shoot I don’t know what will happen an hour from now. I do though need to continue to trust and rely on the Lord, trust that he is carrying me into the next season and he is going to be beside me during the next season, I just need to lean on Him fully and trust Him.

I admit though that some days I wake up feeling uneasy, nervous, anxious, sad. I wake up thinking oh my gosh what am I going to do with my life. I have to remind myself daily to surrender, surrender, surrender. That I serve a mighty God that never leaves us. If you guys could all just keep me in your prayers for this next season in my life. That I will be open to the next season, that I will be listening for his guidance and not my own guidance as to what steps to take next. Its time to embrace what is next!