I friend sent me a text message tonight, asking me to pray for her, a tough conversation with her dad. another just lost his 13 year old to cancer. and another his 3 year old to a brain tumor! For the first time in a long time, maybe ever, God pulled me to me knees to pray for them, for God to give them peace, mercy, comfort… but all i could do was mumble a few sounds for a while… and then all i could do was repent. God, i am so sorry, for all of your children, who have forsaken you… i have forsaken you, we cry out oh lord why have you forsaken US when we are in pain, but what about all the times before that when you did everything you could to show us the way and we ignored you… Lord, I am so sorry, for all the pain i have caused, for all the times i abandoned you for my own will, my flesh, my selfish desire. Lord, i am sorry for all teh times i turned my back on someone in need, friends, family and those who i did not know – my brothers and sisters i ignored. Lord, your people are hurting, yes, the evil one is attacking.. but there are also those of us who promise to stand and fight, Lord, this Kingdom is yours, you paid your debt, and now we will fight to reclaim it from darkness!
We are going on teh World Race for training i believe, that battle is just beggining. AND i can say this, there is not another army that i want to train with, to go to war with… GOD you have me…. You are King!
