So much happened over the past 3 months in Guatemala. The Lord brought so much transformation, change of heart, and life change. During my time in Guatemala, God specifically brought to light a lot of insecurities and past problems that I didn’t know that I was still dealing with. It will always be a constant struggle to see myself the way God see’s me. I don’t think that I will ever completely get over my insecurities, but I am trying my hardest to give those problems over to God. As God was bring to surface everything He wanted me to give over to Him, he gave me a word. He has given me a word that I can cling to, no matter the season I am in. A word that is so simple, but has grown to have such a huge meaning and impact in my life. It’s the word that God uses to describe me and that gives me so much comfort and peace.
ENOUGH.
When I am doubting myself, feeling unworthy, broken, lost, “normal”, or unwanted, God tells me that in which I am, enough.
ENOUGH.
When the world tells me things that I’m not, God tells me that it doesn’t matter what they say. It doesn’t matter how everyone see me, I am more then enough for him. I don’t have to try and fit into the mold that people try to put me in. I am free to be who God has called me to be. Who I am, is more than enough.
ENOUGH.
When everything is fading, when nothing feels right, when I feel like I’m losing my identity, and lose sight in who I am becoming, God reminds me to refocus and tells me that I am enough.
As I’m getting settled into my new home in Malaysia, with a new team, God has given me a new beginning. The past is behind me, and his future, calling and purpose is before me. So much is to be done here. Malaysia is full of potential for the kingdom of God.
