I am really struggling to write this. My thoughts are all over the place. But, I wanted to let you all know how I’m feeling.
As I sit here thinking about all that has happened over the last three months, I am struck by the realization that my journey in Ecuador will soon be at an end. I have seen the Lord do some incredibel things. I have met new people that have impacted my life drastically. I have had the opportunity to serve in ways I never imagined I would. I have formed friendships, and made memories that will last a lifetime.
These have been three of the best months of my life. I am deeply saddened by the thought that I will soon be flying out of this country, and away from friends and relationships I have formed. My heart breaks everytime I think about leaving these precious little children I have been working with for the past two months. If you don’t already know, my team and I have been working with an orphanage called For His Children. I have become incredibly attached to these kiddos. I know it sounds extremely cliche, but I feel like these little ones have blessed me more than I could ever bless them. Seeing their little smiles every day warms my heart. At times I felt useless, like I wasn’t making a difference but, I can remember, as clear as day, the first time the shy little boy ran to me with open arms, the troubled and combative child called me “amiga”, and the blind four year old recognized my voice. These tiny, seemingly insignificant moments were gifts from God, when He allowed me to see Him through these children.
It really hurts to think that this season of my life is ending. But I am excited to see what the Lord has in store. Please continue to pray for my squad and I as we prepare to leave for India within the next two week. Thank you all for your prayer and support.
