Having no computer these last two months has made it really easy to shy away from blogging. However, tonight I read through a lot of my blogs from the last ten months, all of the things I’ve processed since begining this journey, and realized how much I am robbing even myself of a precious gift down the road by not sharing things now.
Tonight, I was hit by one of those ‘hot dang, this is my life!’ moments.
We had just finished up a super feedback session (aka speaking a ton of truth and life and love to one another) and had moved on to hearing crazy stories from our wonderful squad leader Rachel. She was sharing about some amazing ways that God had worked in her life and used her, and it was such an encouragement!
As she wad sharing, I just looked around the room at my team, and I looked at Rachel, and I thought, “what am I doing?!” If you would have told me one year ago that this was where my life was headed, I’m not sure if I would have truly believed you. It’s still mind boggling to me!
Looking at the faces of everyone in the room tonight, I was filled with so much love for them all. I was also filled with so much wonder that God would bless me so much to be living this out.
I mean, I was sitting in a room with seven former strangers who I love like crazy and who have been such an incredible blessing to me.
I was listening to these stories about how incredible my God is, about how much power He has.
And I just couldn’t help but be filled with joy and wonder at it all!
There are so many things I’m processing and questioning and trying to figure out right now. But after a night like tonight, none of it seems to matter as much. Because when it comes down to it, I am loved. I am loved with a crazy love by an almighty God who placed me exactly where He wanted me with exactly who He wanted me with.
My God is SO good!
