The depression isn’t gone but it is lighter. I don’t think it will leave all in one big swoop. I have only been dealing with it for a few days maybe a week. I have been sleeping better. Thanks for your prayers. I can see them working! I think it might take awhile for me to get into a normal sleep pattern but as for going to bed… I fall fast asleep. It feels wonderful! I went to bed at 7pm last night and woke up at 2am. That is about right for what my body thinks is a good “night” sleep. I still feel a little groggy but I am hoping that I can take a power nap in a few hours so I can push back my bed time to at least 8 or 9. I feel so old going to bed so early but I really need to get rid of the puffy, dark circles under my eyes. No one is going to hire me looking like this. Ha ha.
I was thinking this morning about why I went through this. What purpose could my situation possibly serve? I’m not going to pretend to know what I am talking about because am wrong about many things… but I was just thinking maybe God brings us face to face with our giants so we can see just how big God really is… and just how small our “giants” are.
I’m ready to do something; something about a lot of things.
