The Race is over. It was June 28, 2008 and I boarded a plane with 31 strangers. Then I blinked, and it was May 20, 2009 and a plane landed, I looked around, and there were no squad-family-members looking back at me, ready for a new country, a new experience. I was seemingly alone for the first time in nearly 11 months.

Perhaps it all seems like a dream.

But then again, who dreams of living out of a backpack for a year, “marrying” 31 people, tenting for months, sweating 24 hours a day, getting eaten alive by bugs, eating some really funky and gross foods, using lots and lots of squatty potties and generally being stretched beyond their limits?

On the other hand, many have dreams of traveling the world, experiencing cultures, loving and being loved by 31 other people, playing with orphans around the world, and seeing the good work that churches and missionaries and NGOs are doing across the continents of this earth.

So, yes, it does sort of all seem like a dream…but as I’ve been pondering all that God has shown me along the road on the World Race, I’ve realized one thing.
 
The World Race is NOT a DREAM.
   —>  It is an AWAKENING!
Before the Race, I had a heart for the nations, to some extent. I desired to learn more about this world I call home and how to bring Jesus’ love to the nations. But I was ASLEEP…
 
My faith remained UNTESTED.
My comfort zones remained SECURE.
My heart remained UNBROKEN.
My love and my dreams remained SELFISH.
My vision remained CLOUDED.
My identity remained SHAKY.

Now I know that my old life, my pre-Race life, was more like the dream. It was lovely and nice and full of happy things and comforts and, honestly, naive ignorance. It was the typical American life, which millions around the world do, indeed, dream of.

But my soul, my heart, my spirit have BEEN AWAKENED!

My faith has been TESTED and strengthened.
My comfort zones have been SHAKEN.
My heart has been BROKEN.
My human love has fallen short, as I’ve been filled with the LOVE OF JESUS. 
My dreams have become more like the dreams of GOD.
My vision is CLEARER.
My identity has been SECURED.
 
My message is STRONG…I have something to say, and I am going to say it for the rest of my life.

It is a joke on my team that we are the sleeptalking team, because Krystle and I are both known culprits. But now I say: no more sleeptalking, Katie! I am AWAKE and FULLY ALIVE!

Psalm 17:15
“And I-in righteousness I will see your face;
       when I awake, I will be satisfied with seeing your likeness.”

I know that now I am awake and fully alive in Christ, the only thing that will every truly satisfy my hungry soul is GOD. And I know this is not just my own problem but the problem of all humans…we were created to love and serve God alone, and until we do that, we will never be full.
 
 

Ephesians 5:13-17
“But everything exposed by the light becomes visible, for it is light that makes everything visible. This is why it is said:

   “Wake up, O sleeper,
      rise from the dead,
   and Christ will shine on you.”


 Be very careful, then, how you live-not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord’s will is.”
 
So. Friends. This is not the last blog, and there will also be more videos to come. Stay tuned if you want to. I hope it’s your desire, as well, to AWAKE!
 
—here’s a fun photo Antje helped me shoot here in Germany. I wrote the a backwards accidentally,  haha!  …note the castle in the top right hand corner!—