I am not a woman of many words nor am I a profound writer so this is not to long but I hope you feel the real emotion in what came to me and the questions I pose and what I have shared …
How can it be …
That I want Jesus to fill my heart and capture my mind so INTENTLY yet my life is my own distraction?
Why is it …
That my pride is so vast, the prayers for the needy and of the sick and the oppressed are NEVER spoken?
How is it …
That the want in my life for material things WINS OUT over buying a homeless man a new outfit or shoes for his feet?
God didn’t graciously give so that I could pick and choose when I feel like following Him and His teachings ..
Everyday let me start humbly on my face before you begging you to provide YOUR path for my life knowing I do not deserve your grace but that it is FREELY given!
Lord the cry of my heart is to serve you every day with joy and thanksgiving for the blessings you have poured out on your people time and time again.. Not just on Sunday or when I think people are watching but on the days I don’t want to get out of bed and on the days that I want to give up because the price of being a Christian in America today is too difficult and the days I am in fear of the judgment of man so I become idle, worthless as Your servant..
Let me not forget that this is not my home that I was made to serve the 1 true mighty all-powerful God that is LOVE!
Luke 9:23-27
23 Then He said to them all, “If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow Me. 24 For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will save it. 25 For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and is himself destroyed or lost? 26 For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words, of him the Son of Man will be ashamed when He comes in His own glory, and in His Father’s, and of the holy angels. 27 But I tell you truly, there are some standing here who shall not taste death till they see the kingdom of God.
I GO FOR THE HOPE THAT ONE LIFE WILL BE CHANGED FOREVER BY THE TRUTH OF JESUS CHRIST!!!
Thanks a bunch for all that support me prayfully and financially along the way! Please let me know if there are any questions or pray requests yall need!! Love you all!!
