ME? Are you sure God? I know you don’t make mistakes but my knowledge is little, my understanding is few, my sins are great and I am AFRAID!!
Not afraid of the food, the living conditions, not having enough, but afraid of the breaking my heart will endure and challenges that lay ahead that will change me forever.
I’ve read about the difficulties of leaving a job, family, friends, and the comfort of home; giving up all the certainties in ones life. But you know that is not really an issue for me at this point, see I have been gone from those things for almost seven years now. But are you sure God?
I would enjoy this too much; no way this is what you have planned for me Father.
I know this isn’t about me God but are you sure you can use me for good? Use me to love the way you love and teach your truths? I am not worthy God!! I am too hurt and I am too broken to heal others in Your name!! How am I suppose to help YOUR people, my brothers and sisters, forgive those who have wronged them in ways unimaginable to my mind!
Dad please give me the strength and courage to live out the life you have planned for me for I am soo weak without you! I <3 you I <3 you I <3 you
1 Timothy 1:12-17 (NKJV)
12 And I thank Christ Jesus our Lord who has enabled me, because He counted me faithful, putting me into the ministry, 13 although I was formerly a blasphemer, a persecutor, and an insolent man; but I obtained mercy because I did it ignorantly in unbelief. 14 And the grace of our Lord was exceedingly abundant, with faith and love which are in Christ Jesus. 15 This is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am chief. 16 However, for this reason I obtained mercy, that in me first Jesus Christ might show all longsuffering, as a pattern to those who are going to believe on Him for everlasting life. 17 Now to the King eternal, immortal, invisible, to God who alone is wise, be honor and glory forever and ever. Amen.
12 And I thank Christ Jesus our Lord who has enabled me, because He counted me faithful, putting me into the ministry, 13 although I was formerly a blasphemer, a persecutor, and an insolent man; but I obtained mercy because I did it ignorantly in unbelief. 14 And the grace of our Lord was exceedingly abundant, with faith and love which are in Christ Jesus. 15 This is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am chief. 16 However, for this reason I obtained mercy, that in me first Jesus Christ might show all longsuffering, as a pattern to those who are going to believe on Him for everlasting life. 17 Now to the King eternal, immortal, invisible, to God who alone is wise, be honor and glory forever and ever. Amen.
Thank you all for you prayer and financial support!! -Katie
