Loved that show.
I have lived in fear my whole life. Fear of failing, therefore not trying. Fear of finding freedom- what if I actually do find peace? And fear of rejection- what if they don't like me?
Well, this week (Training Camp), has made it very apparent to me that I can no longer live life like that.
Satan has lost the battle, which is not the end of the war but I have not acknowledged his plan for my failure. Realization is a BEAUtiful thing.
I no longer want to live in the shadows but in the light, where freedom reigns.. where I can step and stumble but I will not fail. I have fallen in LOVE with people that I did not know existed and experiences that I did not know could exist; that is what the World Race is about- God's Freedom, Love, and Happiness. I walked onto the WR campsite and I thought, my God I am at a Christian Woodstock. And it is awesome.
I PRAY that I will continue to walk through the darkness and into the light with these people.. they have touched my heart and honestly I can't let go. Therefore when the fear of rejection and frequent let downs arise, loosing them creeps into my mind and the decision to take a chance proceeds with conviction. In my mind, body, and soul I know that that step triumphs all.
My life verse- Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding; acknowledge Him in all your ways and he will direct your path. Proverbs 3:5
Thank you. Amen. Namaste.
