I feel like the renovation project, which is my life, is finally underway. (See “renovation” post)
Action is finally happening, I’m finding people in my life to help, and most importantly I’ve started more consistent contact with my contractor. I know that He is key.
A lot of planning and work has to be done, and I am a little afraid of all the new things I am trying to do and plan out and keep organized, I don’t want to get too overwhelmed. I am very motivated right now, and excited- but plenty of times in the past I have experienced the self-motivation and excitement run out, so I’m hoping to find more and more of that in something bigger than myself.
I am very grateful for all the people that are alongside me in this whole process. It is amazing to see the amount of love when i just let it happen. Feeling blessed, but as always a little pessimistic in knowing the devil is still around with doubt and confusion, struggle and suffering…
I have my week at training camp tomorrow- next saturday. I think there will be a lot of challenging things going down there, so prayers for that would be much appreciated. Starting with my solo travels- pretty nervous to fly alone (first-timer).
Hope God is working in great ways in your life.
Love you guys.
