AHHHHHHHHH!!!
Thats what I feel right now.
I am so beyond blessed, excited, overwhelmed, scared and more emotions than I can put into words.
I am blessed to have this chance to go around the WORLD with people I have never met and live in an authentic community spreading the good news and love of Jesus Christ. I am excited because HELLO I never in a million years thought that I would be signing up for a mission trip that took me around the world for 11 months. I can not believe that I have this chance to stretch and grow myself in ways that I never thought were even possible. To see things that God is doing in the lives of those who are across the world, but also looking forward to seeing what God is going to do in my life. I am just flat out EXCITED!! I am overwhelmed with emotions in general. I am overwhelmed by the amount of money I have to raise but also overwhelmed by the amount of support I already feel from those who are around me. They are encouraging and lift me up in times of need but also bring me back down to earth when I began to day dream. This brings me to the next emotion which I have not felt this whole time until I was accepted. Scared. I never really thought about anything that I would have to do while I was applying but knew that this is what the Lord has in store for me so why not. Now that I have been accepted it has become real. When people ask now what are your plans after college I actually have an answer which I never thought would happen in the first place let alone be telling people that I am going around the world.
I am excited to take you with me on this journey through my struggles and my pains but also through triumphs and victories. I am not the best writer, so bear with me as I try and find my voice and thoughts and put them all in a way that you can understand my heart. I want you to feel like you are with me. I want you to pray with me, laugh with me, cry with me and it will all be here on this blog.
So subscribe and walk this crazy adventure with me.
Psalm 91:14-15
