Every world racer has had that one day. The day that would change everything. One can even sum up the life changing experience within a few seconds- The moment each of us heard that we were accepted.
First came disbelief, then came joy, excitement, the phone calls, facebook statuses, and planning . . . and then came uhhhhh how am I going to raise over 15,000 dollars?
I soon found out that the cost of the trip was on everyone's brain. I was so excited to tell my friends and family about this new adventure, but it felt like they were more concerned about the cost, than the experience and mission to further Christ's Kingdom. I became discouraged. Many people were telling me to be realistic. There is no way I can raise that amount of money in such a short amount of time. I knew they were just looking out for me, but my excitement faded and doubt started creeping in the back of my mind.
Self Doubt– another thing that can change a person's life.
I started thinking, I don't know if I can raise the money, maybe this race isn't for me. Maybe I'm not cut out for this. Who am I? I'm just a young woman in a small town. My name isn't in the newspaper, and extravagant has never been a word to describe me. I've most definitely been blessed, but I'm not changing the world either.
And that's when it hit me. It was like God was tired of my pity party and slapped me in the face with a big 'ole STOP . . . you are the daughter of a KING. By the blood of the Lamb, you are deemed extravagant. YOU ARE WORTHY. I WILL PROVIDE.
Instead of concentrating on His guidance, I was caught up in my own self doubt.
God always has a way of bringing me back to HIM, and I'm so thankful He hasn't given up on me. I'm even more sure that HE never will let me go.
He has reassured me. He is providing. I'm going forward with this opportunity, but I do need more help.
Please if you feel led, support me on this trip. It doesn't have to be a big amount. $1 will suffice. That will be $1 closer to help spread the good news of Christ to 11 countries! Even if you aren't able to provide money, prayer would be awesome as well! My team definitely cannot make it on this adventure without prayer!
This journey is going to have it's rough times. Nothing is perfect, but as long as we let Christ mold and protect us, the good times will outweigh the bad . . . by far.
HE WILL PROTECT. HE WILL PROVIDE!
