I can’t sleep. All I can think about is how much I desire God…and the nations. I feel so awake right now (literally, ha ha)…but seriously, God is what I want in life. I am tired of chasing after anything other than Him. I am so sick at looking at how much stuff I have accumulated over the past several years. I want it all gone. I don’t care if I live in America (the land of style) and if I choose to wear the same outfit 3 times in a week. I’m now okay with that. I have way too many clothes. I want them gone. I want the other stuff…the hundreds of books, the pictures hanging on my walls, all of the other stuff…I want it gone. I know I’m crazy, living in a land of materialism and greed, and I outright confess my sin in this area, but I want its grip on my life destroyed. I just want God. I want to feel the experience of needing something…really needing it. I want for the things of this world way too much and I’m tired of it. God help me, please, to decifer between want and need…for all I need to chase is You. Simplify my life. Let me be all about You, and your glory being spread in the nations. I love you, LORD. You are so good.
Kallie
