Close your eyes, imagine this, you are in this extravagant room you begin walking around examining the beauty that you see.. the light is shining in from the high windows above, as you are looking all around amazed at the room, you stop and stare ahead and you see a huge chair in the distance and someone is sitting in the chair.. As you walk closer to the chair you realize its Jesus. Wow, He says come here, come closer, sit next to me.. You proceed to go and sit next to Him and He says so.. tell me everything, I just want to know you , I want to love you. The God of the universe who knows ALL just wants to spend time with me, and hear about everything I am going through even though He already knows, because He loves me that much…
It was incredible to hear that scenario in church from a young gentlemen. It painted a picture that we all need at times. We sometimes think of God as an angry father who is mad at all that we have done. But yet, he is quite the opposite He loves us so much that He just wants us to spend some quality time with us.
It brought me back to training camp.. Towards the middle I was feeling confused and frustrated and I sat with the Lord, and asked Him, what do you want from me??!! With such frustration. And what He showed me next blew my mind. He painted this picture of me in a huge field it was BEAUTIFUL, green grass taller than me, flowers of all sorts of colors. As I laid down blowing out my dandelion I turned to the side of me and there He was. He looked at me and said, Kailaa I just want to spend time with you. Don’t worry just fall in love with me and our quality time. I stood amazed and it changed my whole perspective. In that moment I surrendered all to Him and was just eager to fall in love with Jesus all over again..
If we could fully grasp and understand how MUCH God loves us… Do you think your life would be different? In which ways? Would you also choose love over any other emotion? Would your choices be made with more discernment?
Someone at camp said that this next year is going to be a honeymoon with Jesus and that statement alone makes me more excited than ever. I will be able to show Gods love to many people and I will get to experience it in full force as well. I am sad to leave my city but I know that God will be protecting it while I am gone. Revival is going to be brought to the state of Arizona I can feel it. I love all of my supporters and my family and I am going to miss everyone so much! I hope that you subscribe to my blog and read about how God is changing my life over the next year! With that being said I will be back I am just going to spend time with Jesus and help as many people as I can along the way.
God bless!
