He couldn’t talk. He just made moaning noises. His body shook so hard that he could barely even drink from a cup with a straw without spilling it all over himself as someone held the cup for him. What the heck? Why are there people out there like this?? What kind of life is that? Why did he get such a dysfunctional body while I get to have this one? WHAT… THE… HECK!? I don’t even know what to say about the severity of this injustice. Was that a physical condition? A spiritually influenced or demonic condition? Jesus has all authority and he allows that to continue??? Why didn’t you heal him? I prayed for him. Was I supposed to pray harder? Do I need more faith? Would you have healed him if I would have brought him up in front of the whole church and asked for everyone to pray? What if I would have done that and there was no healing? That would just embarrass the poor man and make you look like a fool. God, this whole disaster makes me so disgusted and angry, but I don’t know what to do about it.
